Not be able to feel , well for example from your waist down

My fiance had to carry me to the shower and I stood under warm to hot running water for a half hour to forty-five minutes before I could feel them again. And now I wonder if one day , I won't get the feeling back. Makes me afraid to sleep ,

. The depression sure takes over your life.

I wonder if we will ever be able to have any control anymore.
I was diaganosed with Fibromyalgia 10 years ago. And it sure has taken control of my Life. I have alot more bad days that good. It was diagnosted Severe then, I like to spend alot of time alone.